Sooooo Christmas came early this year, it's going to continue until the end of Dec. I am one lucky lady! Not to mention my friends are showering me with love and small gifts for unknown reasons. Friends like this make me grateful for not turning into a fickle creature that I once thought, and still do, of most others.

I have soooo so sos osososososo much musical influence right now. The new Tiger Army: Music From Regions Beyond, Both Karnivool full length albums, AFI: Crashlove, The Twilight Soundtrack even! I've been inspired to start playing the piano again (although I still am not great, I hoped I could be some kind of child prodigy that plays anything without having gone for lessons) and try my hardest to better my guitar playing skills without any formal training, although I hope to start both piano and guitar lessons next year. I am pretty determined to make a one man orchestra out of myself. As well as an artist, not neccessarily well established. I am determined though and that counts for something. A direction that heads me somewhere to accomplish something that I can be fully proud of.

Contentment!

Not to mention I have a "date" with Edward and Jacob tonight and on Friday! Lol! Call me crazy, I won't deny it.